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the pictures say the words i can never speak

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HELP ME!!!

Thu Jul 9, 2009, 11:01 PM
Im trying to get the guts to ask someone it they ever really tryed in our relationship! I want to ask why they just blew me off when things got just a little hard!!!!
I want to tell themthat iv tryed REALLY hard not to show them how much they hurt me!
But i just cant take it anymore! i want them to KNOW that im hurting! And that keeping my real feeling from them from the past 7 months has been killing me more then anything!
I want them to know they iv been losing my mind over them!!!! That iv been losing sleep! That my life has been slipping away little by little sence this ended!

But most of all...


I want them to know that i am100% in love with them.That even though i tryed my best to move on i just couldnt! That when ever i talk to them my heart races and i smile even if they are mad at me!
I want them to know that they make me so Mad&Happy&Sad&Hyper&Cunfuzed&Crazy&Numb&Ugly&Beautiful&Stupid&Wanted&Unwanted and sooooo soo so so so so sooooooo much more!

I want themto know more then anyting that i am always there for them! That i wish they could jsut see how amazing they are!!!

I want them to know that i got mad OVER A CIBER HUG&CIBER KISS ON THE CHEEK! Becuz i felt like they were going to forget all about me.
I want them to know that i could never for get them EVER!!!!!!!!!
I just want them to see that i would give up EVERYTHING jsut for them!!!
I want them to know that i want themto be happy...But truthfuly only want them to be happy with me!!
That I've tryed so hard to keep my mouth such so that you could feel ok about what hapend BUT I CANT DO IT ANYMORE!!!

I just want them to see...That i think we belong together...To see that they are my best friend...To see that i jsut want to hold them close and never and ai mean NEVER EVER let them go...

I just want them to really try!

I just want them to knwo how i REALLY feel!!!!Even if it hurts for the moment!





I jsut want them to know that being there friend hurt soooo much...But i just cant stay away long enough to even get over them a little bit.
I want them to know that they have bewitched me body&soul. And i love them more then anything and i would do anything for them...Just to see them smile and at the very least love them selves...


Plz! HOW DO I TELL THEM THIS!?!?!?

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Name;Kay.
Love;Art.Rain.Friends.
Hate;Drama.fakes.

Talk it up.
I keep it real.And i have a long list of likes and dislikes.We'll have at least one thing in commen.

</3 Kay

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  • Current Residence: milford =[
  • deviantWEAR sizing preference: huh?
  • Print preference: no clue
  • Interests: Rain.
  • Favourite movie: ever after.pride and prejedus.rent.center stage.
  • Favourite band or musician: i could never pick a favourite really.
  • Favourite genre of music: everything.
  • Favourite artist: so many. just one that expresses his/her all with no fear of the critasisam
  • Favourite poet or writer: james patterson.lurlene mcdaniel.stephenie meyer.jk rowling.
  • Favourite photographer: i dont have a favorit. they are all amazing.
  • Favourite style of art: lots. =D
  • Operating System: lol for what?
  • MP3 player of choice: ipod nano
  • Shell of choice: im very stupid =]
  • Wallpaper of choice: the one i have?
  • Skin of choice: very very white?
  • Favourite game: need for speed! i rule!
  • Favourite gaming platform: i dont know
  • Favourite cartoon character: SPONGBOB!!!! lol totaly kidding
  • Personal Quote: your 90% of the reason i get up eveery morning. the other 10% is i REALLY have to pee

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~112358clee Jul 11, 2009, 4:53:58 PM
your so pretty kay-chan :)
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~saddarkblueyes Jul 11, 2009, 5:51:49 PM
Awwww thank you Clee-Chan =D

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?And What If I Told You That I Still Screem For You In My Sleep?

</3 Kay
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~downpoured Jul 4, 2009, 6:11:31 PM
Hello ^^:iconhellothereplz:
Thankyou for adding my photo as a favourite :tighthug:

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:typerhappy: Bored? I've got a solution.
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~limiteinfinito Jul 3, 2009, 8:41:55 AM
Thanks for the fav :D !
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~saddarkblueyes Jul 3, 2009, 8:42:21 AM
your welcome =]

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?And What If I Told You That I Still Screem For You In My Sleep?

</3 Kay
:iconmusicdream:
~MusicDream Jun 30, 2009, 8:42:41 AM
thanks for the faves :)

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We lied when we were dreamin'
our crying was just fake
I wish you cold deny it
here and today
(Rescue Me -Tokio Hotel)
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~saddarkblueyes Jun 30, 2009, 11:34:50 AM
your welcome.
your stuff is really cool&amazing

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?And What If I Told You That I Still Screem For You In My Sleep?

</3 Kay
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~MusicDream Jun 30, 2009, 12:25:52 PM
thank you so much =)

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We lied when we were dreamin'
our crying was just fake
I wish you cold deny it
here and today
(Rescue Me -Tokio Hotel)
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